Nothing to Prove, Nothing to Lose

musings, thoughts, and ramblings from a tall guy in a small town

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I like Pebbles, both fruity and cocoa. I like fruit flavored sodas, specifically orange, grape, and peach. I like the dark meat of a chicken. I love my wife and my kids. I love my church. I love Jesus because He first loved me.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Should it matter to me?

When I was in college I was supremely involved and concerned with all things political. I listened to Rush Limbaugh religiously. I proclaimed the evils of liberalism. I handed out leaflets and flyers for Republican-backed causes. When Bill Clinton won the '92 election I wore black the next day as a form of protest. I genuinely believed that Democrats were in league with Satan and that their aim was to destroy our great country.

Then things began to change.

At some point I came to the realization that patriotism had reached "idol status" for me. Likewise, I realized my political approach had fostered anger and hatred and bitterness in my heart toward anyone who disagreed with me. I had become very antagonistic. It was important to me that I was "right" and anyone who had different leanings was "wrong."

This transformation continued from 1995 to the present and I find myself a very different person than I used to be. I still vote and encourage others to do the same. I still feel very strongly about certain issues. I believe that Christians should take a biblical stand on issues. But I'm not angry anymore. It no longer sends me into a tailspin to know that the "dreaded Democrats" will control Congress and may well control the White House in '08.

Will the political change affect the particulars of my life? Perhaps. Will it affect the culture I live in? Maybe. But it will not affect my faith. It will not affect the gospel. It will not affect the way I shepherd my flock. It will not affect what I teach my children. Our sovereign God has brought to power those men and women who, in His eternal counsel, He has foreordained to rule. He has given them their authority, whether they be Republicans of Democrats or Independents.

My challenge is not to let my peace and assurance in God's providence turn into apathy. I must work to guard my mind and heart, lest "God is in control" turn into "Nothing really matters." I must continue to stand for what is right and remember to pray for our leaders. I must continue to vote my conscience. But I have to admit, sometimes I'm tempted not to care. Must...not...get...lazy.

Anyone else struggle with this stuff?

Dave